a little something, just for you ๐ธ
You're home. And somehow, that makes me smile too.
College is done. A new chapter is starting now. Coming back home can feel like relief and weight at the same time and I completely get that. But I just want you to know that wherever you are, there is always one place where you are genuinely missed. That place is every time you call. ๐ค
one month feels like years โจ
"One month in, but it feels like I've known you forever."
We went from strangers to this so naturally that I genuinely don't remember what it felt like before you were around.
"You read me before I say a word."
You somehow sense when something is off and just ask "what happened?" before I even say anything. That's rare, Licku. That's really rare.
"My silence speaks and you actually listen to it."
When I go quiet, most people don't notice. You do. You get attentive, you check in. That little thing means more than you probably realise.
"We talk like there are no walls between us."
No awkward pauses, no "is this too much", no filters. Just us talking freely and it feels so natural that I forget most people don't get this with each other.
"She is mine." That thought keeps getting louder.
I don't know exactly when it started but somewhere along the way this warmth, this pull, this certainty just quietly grew. Like you were already meant to be in my story.
"I trust you. Fully. Without a second thought."
I don't give this easily. But with you it just happened naturally, no conditions, no walls. You have all of it.
"Sometimes my words don't come out right. Please be patient with me."
I'm not always the most expressive person. My mind gets hazy, I overthink small things and sometimes go quiet when I shouldn't. It is never you. It is just me. Please know that, always.
"If I ever get a little cranky, just hug me. I will forget everything."
Honestly I cannot stay annoyed for long. One hug and the whole script goes blank. So please don't hold back the hugs. They work every single time. ๐
Not with a simple "hi" like everyone else. We jumped straight into talking, laughing, getting into each other's heads. It was already different from day one.
We were playing guess the name and I kept trying. After 3 or 4 attempts I finally got it right and you gave me the full KBC treatment.
You said it with all the drama it deserved: "Congratulations! Aapne jeeta 7 crore rupaye!" I was not ready for that and I loved every second of it.
You noticed my silence before I said anything was wrong. That was the moment I realised you were genuinely different from anyone I had talked to before.
One month in. Already each other's safe zones. Already each other's people. And I see us in every dream I have now.
"Congratulations! Aapne jeeta 7 crore rupaye!"
That little moment said more than you know. You were playful, warm and completely yourself. That is when I knew the universe handed me something rare. And I am absolutely not letting it go. ๐ธ
I don't think rushing is wrong when the feeling is right.
Time alone does not decide how real something is.
I had dreams this year โ bikes, cars, a whole wishlist.
And then quietly, all of that moved aside.
And it was just us in the picture.
That dream I want to keep.
Not as a trial, not as a "let's see."
But as something I am genuinely choosing โ
a beautiful future with you in it.
The universe handed me something rare.
And I am not letting that slip. ๐ธ
"I can't fix everything.
But I'll always have a shoulder
for you to rest your head on."
I know coming home doesn't always feel like coming home.
I know your mother is going through something really hard,
carrying so much, mostly alone.
And I know the moment you walk through that door
some of that weight quietly shifts onto you too.
I won't pretend I can fix any of it.
I can't make the hard things disappear
and I would never insult you by pretending otherwise.
But what I genuinely want to do
is be right here every single time you need to talk.
You have shared so many things with me already,
things that clearly weren't easy to say out loud.
None of it ever left this space.
No judgement, no opinions you didn't ask for.
Just me listening. Always.
On your best days I will be there celebrating every little win with you. ๐
On your worst days I will be there quietly sitting beside you
with zero pressure to be okay.
You don't have to carry things alone anymore, Licku.
Not when I'm here.
My shoulder is always yours. ๐ค
with a lot of care, from
No overthinking about how fast we're going.
No worrying about what people think.
No brakes on something that genuinely feels right.
This time, just us. Only us.
You're home now.
Take care of your Mom. She really deserves it. ๐ธ
...Also me too. ๐ฅฒ๐